And it continues..

She never once made an effort to say "babe,ruben lets go take a long stroll." it could have included the kids you know to a park or something
or she could have made an effort to get a babysitter or someone to watch the kids and take a romantic stroll or walk,and not always just to Wal-mart which was her damn idea of a stroll...WRONG.
And even when u tried to...umm. i forgot the word..get something going..it seemed as if that it was just me putting the effort, throwing the hint, trying to get something romantic going; never her and whenever she did get hot,feel a little romantic she would want to go upstairs when our son had company or the kids were down stairs wanting to leave them unattended..never when they were asleep; or at school and when we did find time it always ended up a quickie...And now she blames me and kicks me out!!! Is that fair at all i think not!!! I was willing to finally make an effort with my attitude towards ny son and certain things that had been needing change and she kicks me out...IDK ..well I dont know i still think we have a chance if she would just let her anger go..
   RUBEN A NIETO
I Did and still do love you Beranadette Spellini; even though you think differant of me you'll always be mine..